Been putting off putting up another post week after week and before i know it, April is almost over! Seems like it was just yesterday that I was panicky about Mar being almost over.
Have been working hard this month, though if you ask me what have I produced, I can't tell you about anything concrete again. Experienced a bout of frustration earlier in the month (if i remember correctly) about how my work is so intangible that there isn't much to show for my work.
I mean, late evening, last week, I finally finished redrafting Millie. I scrolled up and down the document and realised that the story was completed again (for the like, what, 10th time in the past 2-3 years). Okay. Feeling a bit dazed, i stood up from my seat, and went to my husband in the living room, and I said to him,
"Dear, I think i finished Millie."
"That's great! congratulations!"
"Er, thanks, i guess," I shrugged and turned around.
"Are you going to let me read it?"
"Er, not yet, I gotta edit it first. I should be getting to that now, i guess."
He made me sit down and do nothing for the rest of the evening, but the next day, I returned to Chapter 1.
It's crazy like that!